corkyfashions

I miss you
There, I said it, I miss you I miss you I MISS YOU!
I'll shout it from the roof top,
I miss you
I ever since day one, you've been comfort 
Since my first day in middle school,
I remember the first thing you said to me:
"Do you like chicken wings, or burritos?"
You made me laugh when I was scared,
You believed in me when no one else did,
When everyone else said I was to weak,
To small,
And now I might never see you again,
And I wasn't able to say goodbye,
I'm sorry

 

This weeked I went to a family reunion. well I found out that my grandpa has had some depression issues. He almost shot himself. But he's realized that will hurt people around him. But he had issues this weekend, he got to the top of the hill and then he nelt down to the ground. My mom and I tried to help him up but he refused. so we talked until he was ready to walk to the moter home. I'm concerned that he is denying that he is at a stage were he needs help. but I'm praying he'll get better soon. but he's not the only one with problems, my aunt is working super hard. To the point were she  only gets an hour of sleep. she has been working on fundraisers for figuring out what happened to a relitive that disappeared and reunions for years now. I'm afraid she is literally going to work herself to death. I'm so scared, I love them both dearly, and i don't want anything to happen to them. I don't know what to do.  I'm heart broken. ;(